Since then, I really ask myself and of course ask God.. what is that You want me to do.. maybe you think that I am too ‘HOLY’ to ask God, hey ! I always believe in 2 types of relationships we should have in our life, one is with God.. which is a Vertical relationship another one will be Horizontal relationship goes to friends, family and lover kinda relationship. and it is true, you just can’t live without that 2 kind of relationships.

I used to think that asking God for what kind of calling I will get is too Holy for me.. but along the way, I felt that something is wrong with the way I think and really, I don’t know which road I’ve taken so far.. I kept asking God, what what what WHAT GOD! but He never showed me anything until this year.. yes, as fast as the year changed from 2010 to 2011.. in a blink, God answered me in His miraculous and ridiculous way !

Flower has never been my passion since a little kid, but I admire them.. so much.. so yes, I wanted once to be a vet..well not fully a vet ..but doggie doctor, I must say.. *you must have been thinking ‘screw you finna !’ but yes, thank God I didn’t take it..Interior design is my favourite too..but I think it is not suitable for me after marriage life.. it took all out of me, and really higher concentration, excellent skills and really fit body to be able to manage all things in work. We do presentations board, we do design the interior, we do the details of the rooms , furnitures, lighting, pipings, meetings, and of course site inspections.. we do ALL THINGS in very long and tiring hours ! and I said NO to interior design for long lasting job for me.. just a NO NO NO NO ..what’s next.. wanted to be a dog grooming..but I think its not the time yet.. I need to pursue my calling first..

I’ve been blessed with so much good and close friends and even the bestest bestfriends ! oh Joy! :):) .. early this year, I Spoke to God about my dream and what I want to pursue in life, I really want to be a family woman but at the sametime.. I want to work too.. I talked to Him and say ‘Lord if you can use anything ,you can use me’ and after that prayers He answered mine. She asked me to help her on the decorations and I had an idea to bring up fresh flowers to sweeten the decoration..since then, I fell in love with the flowers.. they are gorgeous, living creatures that color the world ..precisely ! haha ! FLOWERS !!! and to cut the story short..everybody loves the ‘sugar and spice’ theme..with daisies, chrysanthemum, and orchids..all were white ! this is my CALLING!definitely..God has answered my prayer.. ! and yes, one by one of the doors is opening up for me… my family, my friends are all supporting me., and yes, I am no longer the stupid girl who is confused about her stupid calling.. I know my calling now, and I will be able to tell to the whole world that I know what I want.. ! besides the dogs.. of course.. my passion is now for the flora and fauna.. Thanking God for it..and I have know that Father cares for me.. He’s been so good to me !!!

I’m alive and still numbering my days..

Happy New Year there bloggers,

I wish that our life will be more useful, with all the blessings that we have, may we live happier , livelier, and live life to the fullest. and write moreeee

Things that I have been accomplished last year, may it be the anchor of the futureundertakings.

I am glad that there will be no more 2010, as I have to chin up with whatever I cope up with on 2010. Officially saying goodbye to the wounded heart as God has given me a brand new heart.

early 2010, people line up some resolutions for the new year. i have too..but I have not finalized it, I will post it after I finalize everything.

First week of the year, I met a lot of people, some old and new friends I have, and I am glad to finally meet Lolo We just met yesterday, she was on vacation here and yeah.. finally girl ! I met you ! She is a friendly and bubbly girl, very energetic and have tons topics to talk about. I hope that our friendship will not only stop here ya Lo ! and gosh ! she is somehow related to this guy! He is like one of my idol ! great musician, great artist, composer..and what ..u name it !hehehe..send my regards to him ya Lo Lolo and friends are really friendly peeps and I love hanging out with them.. next visit I will show you around more Lo !

2011,

I welcome you.. and let this be the year of acceleration, the year full of goodness and fulfilled promises..

Amen

God bless you all

I just realized that i have forgotten you my dear wordpress.

forgive me for the time I’ve spent the wholeeeeeeee month in the office ..busy boxing up my space. and thanks to that.. I nearly have zero social life.. except going out with church friends and couple of visiting friends.

What’s in november -or maybe late October is included too! :

- Medan trip turned awesome ! gained 2 kg

- Cousin’s wedding was great ! met lots of relatives.

- My boss is a jerk, he cut off most of my leaves.. and don’t let me empty my days in lieu for Christmas.

- I had drawn a line to a colleague which to me, I don’t like her to do the finger pointing in front of my boss. and I am put to blame. thanks to you. and I DON’T like you anymore.

- my Blackberry turned me off ! the 2nd time it broke, I do not want to repair it anymore. buy a new one Finna!

- The office management has finally turned me down. and I don’t like to stay anymore.I should have moved to a better company with realistic deadlines , better salary, and more benefits. so that they will not leave us ‘the staff’ with no choice but to be stuck on the ‘merry-go-round’ company . screw you.

besides all the ‘spices’ in November.. I have some goodnews to share too !

- Mom came down to sg with me to take my grandma to do some regular check ups, she had swollen feet, but the doctor said she is okay..i guess..I’m gonna miss my mom for a while as I couldn’t go back home this christmas..T.T

-BP and the ‘fiance’ visited me.. had some shark fins..and forgodsake I would never ever eat it anymore.. i feel so sad for the shark!they breach the good news.. and I’m gonna be one of their bridesmaid!!! and i know its gonna be AWESOME !

- Thankful, for such an amazing church camp. IT WAS AWESOMENESS !!! i had spent so much time with God there..and yes, I know what I’m going to do.and also I already know close to my heart what God wants me to do. share with you guys later.

December is knocking ! who wants to open it up for Santaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!

The doctor is a goofy young Singaporean, and when my cousin ask what food to avoid,he goes like

D : no dairy products for 3 days, no milk on your starbucks, no mac n cheese, no cheeseburger, and no nasi lemak.

he is kinda a goofy nice doctor, i like him ! and he said nothing to worry but rest. so I get my 1 day MC.! YaY!

HALLELUJAH! still I have to take rest and feel a little bit better now..

shoo shoo stomach flu!

1. Veri booked the ticket to Medan ! Yay I’m coming on October to medan ! :):)

2. I finished my work for today! Thank GOD! I was pessimistic at first, but with higher concentration level.. I managed to finish it ! YAY~! so hopefully tomorrow will be minor changes only.

3. Yes, I am going to work half tomorrow. DANG!

4. I really crave for this Chinese Raw Fish Salad anyone has e recipe ??

5. really interested in Flower arrangement course.. should I ???

I have never been in pain because of toothache, neither do any bad teeth experience.. Never.. oyea, because my parents are dentists in town. Well, they made up because they had the same ‘internship’ my mom would call it ‘internship with love’. Tee hee..

So, if you have baby out there..here are 3 MOST important tips to take care of your young ones.

1. Start brushing his/her teeth since she is small (baby will be better) my mom had brushed my teeth since I had no teeth.

2. Sweet sugary stuffs are bad for your teeth. I am not kidding, I just realize that I prefer salty food rather than sweet food, otherwise my sis is the opposite, she loves chocolate , candies, cakes and other sweet stuff, she had one h0le . You are allowed to take, but not too much, do not forget to rinse your mouth after eating sweet stuff .

3. Do not overbrush your teeth, especially the front part as it will be decreasing the layer of enamel. just do it after you take your bath in the morning, or before you go to bed.

that’s a must.

for a stronger teeth :beer:

whatever happens, I will always be Indonesian.

You may ask my , if I love my country, why don’t you just go back to Indonesia and have a life there.. NO.. I love my country with my own way..I’ve always wanted to go out there and explore another country, and here I am.. stranded in small island called Singapore. Never been in my thought to get rid of my Indonesian Citizenship as my parents are all there, I grew up there even my friends are back home..nagging me to come back home. hehehe.. BUT! I don’t think this will be time for me to go back for good or maybe I will never.

For the next 2-3 years the longest is 5 years, I will be here in Singapore. This is the best country so far, it is not far from h0me, and this place is the place I’ve spent nearly 10 years with..I know Singapore, but I am in love with Indonesia long before that.. so.. on this occasion, Indonesia’s independence day falls on August 17th.

no matter what has happened, no matter how jammed Jakarta is, no matter how people talk bad about us, no matter how the terrorists go against us, I just wanna speak blessing over this country..You are not failure, you are just not there yet.

Happy birthday Indonesia

God bless you

MERDEKA!

I think my period date is near too, so yesterday I ended up having bad mood after lunch till the night.. It scratched off by eating Nasi Padang Garuda with my colleage :) Thanks mond ! You’ve made my day.. :D His eyes did sparkle too when he ate the hot steamed rice plus topped with beef rendang , sambal prawn and the perkedel. love the green chili too!

I indulged myself too by buying the new polaroid camera and I am so happy ! :) I am trying to collect all photos  into my box

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even me.. I watch it twice ! not  that I really love the movie.. its just I hopped on two different group of people..so i don’t mind watching it again.. as it is worth it to be watched.

Last Sunday just right after lunch with my auntie and cousins.. I met my secondary school friends to watch Inception and get dinner of course. The movie is at 6.50 at cinema 5 (GV Vivo City)

we sat down in front.. row 2 , as the clock ticking to 6.52 I was wondering how come there were so many advertisement.. when the light went off.. I was about to enjoy the movie, my friends were raining me with question whether the scene was the starting of Inception. When I was looking at the screen *was bbm-ing..I was like..WTH..how come it is so different.. did I miss something on the first movie? The intro was talking about dividing USA and there’s  word TEKKEN.
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after confirming with our lover neighbour.. YES! we just went into the wrong cinema.. yes, 5 of us.. and we was laughing our ass out outside the cinema.. and realizing that we’ve watched Tekken for 10 minutes..I had hoped we’d stay.. hahahaha

well maybe we’re at level 2 ?

what on earth I am talking about. sigh…

Hi , The presentation went well yesterday and the client was generally impressed ..thanks for your hard work again, and let’s aim to push the boundaries of design with each Design Presentation that we do!

Keep up the great work,

M**K

Really great!

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